When your marriage feels complex
You need a framework that's effective from the start
If you’re in a marriage shaped by mixed sexual orientation, gender identity questions, or other complex dynamics, you likely aren't interested in wasting time with modalities that harm instead of help.
If you want to
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Have confidence in your decisions
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Increase your self-respect, even in uncertainty
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Honor autonomy with dignity (yours and your partner’s)
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Increase your capacity for loving relationships
You need a solid framework.
Why the focus on mixed-orientation marriages?
Because in my graduate program for Marriage and Family Therapy, my professors taught us to work with
- straight couples
- same-sex couples
- polyamorous groups
- blended families
But no one mentioned working with couples in mixed-orientation marriages.
And that mattered to me!
Because after eighteen years of marriage, my husband told me he was gay.
And although my professors were teaching me so much about relationships, they didn't understand why someone who was gay would be married to a woman unless he was coerced. And at the time, I didn't understand it either.
Maybe like me, you've wondered
- Am I just a beard?
- Am I in the way of something better for my spouse?
- How can my spouse be gay if we have regular sex?
- Can we have a truly fulfilling sex life if mixed sexual orientation is part of the equation?
- What does this mean for us long-term?
And what I discovered was that our relationship was not an exception!
In most relationships, what initially ignited a spark might later smother the flame.
If you've ever
- Relied on your partner to make you feel better
- Sought reassurance or avoided your partner to manage your emotions
- Looked to your partner to help you feel secure
It could be smothering desire in your relationship. And that has nothing to do with same-sex attraction.
New Framework. New possibilities.
If you want to know the potential of your marriage, you will need a framework that aligns with the natural system of marriage.
You don't have to figure that out on your own.
I'm Heidi and I'm here to offer what I've learned so that you can focus on applying what works.
Marriage and Family Therapy Degree
from the University of Nebraska and a trained couples coach
Mom of 5
I’ve felt the demands of parenting while trying to figure out crucial things in my own marriage.
Educator
Undergraduate degree in education and invested in sharing essential information in an approachable way.
Focus on what you can control and change how you feel no matter what happens in your marriage!
Tailored for one or both partners. So you don't have to wait for another person's readiness to begin.
"Heidi's coaching saved my marriage. She was the one of the very few who believed my marriage could be saved! But more than that, she helped me see HOW. I had to shift some myths and societal teachings that were hurting me and causing unnecessary stress and suffering.
-CO
“When I discovered my husband was gay, my world felt like it had been turned upside down. Heidi Applegarth was an invaluable source of comfort and clarity during that overwhelming time. Because she understood what I was going through, she became a safe and compassionate sounding board. She asked the hard questions I needed to consider, but always with empathy and without ever telling me what to do. Heidi listened deeply and helped me think about what I truly wanted for my life. It was the hardest experience I’ve ever faced, and having her by my side made all the difference. She was a steady, life-saving presence in the middle of a very rough storm.”
-AB
"After 32 years of marriage, my husband told me "I feel I am transgender and would like to explore my feelings further." I knew I needed help navigating the changing dynamics in my marriage and in myself. I was fortunate to find Heidi. Right away I discovered she was an astute listener and mindful responder. She respected my faith values. We discussed choices, changes, and consequences as they affected my life and marriage. After a number of sessions I began recognizing my inner growth, understanding and a more honest me."
-DD
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